smooches

i am listening to MASAYA by bamboo. you know that song? well i just figured that faling in love is complicated really. i mean you wouldnt understand what it really meant until you experienced it yourself. as one of my prof said, nobody is expert about pain but the person experiencing it.
well back to the song, it reminds me of the younger years when i was less smarter and more fragile and more vulnerable, time when i had to smoke and get drunk just to express that i am hurt. i am smiling now bcoz i realized that i actually did some foolish things just to get even bcoz i was dumped. OMG! i was dumped! ahahahaha. that's cool. atleast i was dumped. coem to think of it i dumped someone too, well i guess we're even.
i did not cry when that guy dumped me. i did not laugh though.
how many times did i fall in love? countless.
how many times did i find love? countless.
how many times did love find me? once.
i may never be able to say this ever again.
"to my guy, thank you for finding me. thank you for completing me.thank you for giving the right reasons to live and be happy. thank you for saving me."
in a million years, i hope that i could give back what love has given me...
a beautiful life.
true enough, "ang pag-ibig, masaya"